We ended the summer with our yearly trip to Knoebels Amusement Resort. We have been traveling to Knoebels for 11 years, bringing friends or family with us each time. We love it there!
We were safely in our caravan of 3 cars, 6 Adults and 6 children when we got news that there was an Earth Quake here on the East Coast. That seemed to have started our crazy weather here. Over the next few weeks we would add Hurricanes, Tornado’s and massive flooding to the end of summer festivities. What a crazy ending to a great trip. Sadly, Knoebels was devastated by the latest flood but will bounce back, making next years trip even more meaningful!
School started on August 29th
I can’t believe that I now have a child in Middle School! I am so excited for her but really don’t feel it can be possible. Moving on to Middle School means a whole new school and lost more friends. For a “Tween” with Psoriasis, I assumed this new environment would be good.
Katelyn has been in remission (other than her scalp) and doing really well. I was picturing a blank slate … Katelyn wasn’t. The anxiety of starting Middle School was that her new teachers wouldn’t know about her psoriasis. I think she always felt safe with those who knew and could understand when she was feeling self conscious or having discomfort. Middle School is such a delicate time for a little girl – maybe I am more nervous than excited now!
For Carly, she’s such a big girl in 3rd Grade. In our school 3rd grade opens you up to activities and playing instruments. I now have two violinists in the family! Carly absolutely LOVES her new teacher and has been keepingme busy with her many activities.
Before the weather gets too cold here on the East Coast, we are planning one last trip. We plan to meet another Psoriasis Family at the Philadelphia Zoo in just a few weeks. I am very excited to meet them but even more excited for the girls to meet them. Kids always find such comfort in those they can relate to!
Excerpt from My Diary: June 16, 2008
It’s recital week! Carly wants to wear her wig but how do you put a wig in a bun and have it stay on? She will be devastated if she can’t look like the other girls! She wants her hair up in a bun so bad. I hope we get through this recital ok. She is so excited, she was up at 6 am and ready to go. Unfortunately, I was running late – waiting for the plumber to arrive. Carly missed rehearsal but made it just in time for pictures.
Excerpt from My Diary: June 08, 2008
Katelyn isn’t responding to the methotrexate. She is withdrawing and really believes no other kids have psoriasis.
Excerpt from My Diary May 30, 2008
I went out to see Sex In The City and came home all sappy.
I went into the girls rooms and kissed them goodnight. I fed their fish and fixed Carly’s wig on her stand … then I wondered why?
Why have both my girls been cursed with something that makes no sense?
Why do they have to suffer through injections, blood work, people staring. Am I doing the right thing?
I remember the look of Joy on Carly’s face when she first put on her wig – her old personality was back! For a moment that happiness erased any doubt … but it itches and it moves around … it fell off at preschool when she was playing dress up and no one helped her! My 5 year old had to pick up her wig and put it in her backpack, by herself. She tells me the story like it’s ok, like she isn’t bothered by it at all.
For a long time I was just amazed by her attitude. Now, I am still amazed, I’m just not convinced that she isn’t bothered by it.
I’m not sure how you learn to deal with this? In the same breath I feel terrible for feeling so upset. Afterlall, they are healthy when there are so many that are not so lucky.
Tomorrow is another day, another injection.
Excerpt from my Diary: April 2, 2008
Carly will begin Methotrexate Treatments Next week. Last Friday we went to Children’s Hospital Of Philadelphia. The girls have been patients here before but never in Dermatology. Our Dermatologist spoke to a colleague of his who agreed to see us. We met with a few doctors/nurses its all a blur.
When we left, I was terrified. We were given packets of information about three drugs. By the time we left we narrowed it down to two but they are not nice drugs. Both are by injection and there is so much unknown.
Katelyn went to her pediatrician for her yearly well visit and her Doctor confirmed my gut feeling that we should choose Methotrexate. Carly will have baseline tests done on Monday so she can start the treatment.
Carly lost so much hair and is continuing to loose it every day. I feel awful for her and pray that she doesn’t loose her rosy outlook on everything.
Excerpt from my Diary, May 30, 2008
Katelyn and Carly are on weeks 2 and 3 of their Methotrexate Injections and doing really well. Carly is already showing signs of improvement. I’m still worried about Carly’s hairloss and what effects these medications may have on the girls.
I have been giving the injections and hadn’t expected that in my roll as MOM.